You Saved Me

You broke my heart
Tore it apart
You ripped it from my chest
My life is now a mess
It’s because of you
I love you too
That’s what you said
That night in your bed
Room when we were sitting there
I was playing with your hair
All I ever did was take a chance
I would’ve married you with just one glance
You said you wanted to be together
On and on forever and ever
I can’t help but to wait
I won’t ever find another mate
Not like you babe

You helped save me from myself
You kept me calm and nothing else
You made sure I didn’t run away
Even though I didn’t want to stay
You were the only one who said you cared
You said, “Fuck everyone else, as long as I’m there.”
I told you I was walking
And then you started talking
Telling me that you were worried
I felt scared but unhurried
You said you would wait until you knew I was okay
You said you loved me and wanted me to stay
You said you were scared for my life
On that cold Dark night
You apparently wanted to save me, you did your best
Even though you ripped my heart clear out of my chest
How can you do this?

You said you would never leave me, you said you would never go
You said you die without me but I guess that was a show
I told you I would always be there, but it was my mistake
I thought you would come back, but now my heart aches
I miss you so badly
I walk sad and madly
I wish I wouldn’t have been so stupid
I was dumb, and followed cupid
He told me we would stay forever
And have nothing to worry about, not now or ever
So I listened to him and gave it a chance
I was under your spell and in a trance
Every word you said
Every tear I shed
All seemed to make perfect sense
Until I realized you didn’t climb the fence
And that isn’t right

I put up this fence to see who would climb
But you just knocked and didn’t even try
I opened up and let you in
You got into my head and under my skin
While you were there you healed my soul
I thought that I had everything in control
But I didn’t and that was my flaw
Now I must wait for my heart to thaw
Its frozen and cracking
I’m taking my bag and I am packing
I don’t care if you say no
I don’t care if you tell me to go
I’m doing this for me and not for you
I’m trying to get away, but not from you
Because you will always have my heart
You have had it since the start
You will always have it

I really wish I could make this okay
If it was you know I would stay
Because I love you with the entire nothing I have to give
I don’t even know what life to live
Is here in a broken world
Or is it there in a world unfurled
You have helped me to make a choice
And let the world hear my voice
You give me courage, you give me strength
You showed me I could go the length
I’m going to miss you dearly
My eyes are teary’
As I am saying my goodbyes
I shall try not to cry
Always remember one little thing
When you look back at that broken ring
You saved me

Fatherly Love

There is red thick blood shed
A cold dead heart on the floor
A hunched over girl in a old wooden rocking chair
Lips as cold and blue as ice
And there in the vertical corner sits a man
A man with chestnut brown hair and rose red lips
A man with a cold steel knife in his sweaty hands
There are bright blue and reds lights upon the street
As the crude police men come up to the already broken down door
They walk upon the creaky wooden floor to see what there is to be seen
The corner man has only this to say…”That is my daughter.”

Midnight Madness

In the silence of my mind all I can think about is the time
The time when you and I were never apart
A time when you and only you had my heart
All this thinking is making me weary; my eyes are red and also teary
You said I was beautiful, you said I was smart
If I only I knew you lied right from the start

While I wonder I shall ponder
About every lie you told me
About every lie I couldn’t see
You make me frustrated and mad, you make me sick but also sad
You wrote our names upon that tree
You said I was yours and I couldn’t be free

I tried to escape from that unwanted hell. He heard me scream, he heard me yell
He came to save me from you
He tried to take me and make me new
But you caught and tortured him, tearing him limb by limb
Now I am chained, looking at this treacherous view
The one I dreamt of was murdered by you

Why can’t you leave me alone, why can’t I just go home?
Why do you have to continue to lie?
Why can’t you just be a decent guy
You make me scream, it must be a dream
How could you ever make me cry?
You said you wouldn’t but I guess you lied

I am locked in this chamber, I am in danger
I am loosing my mind
I fear I might die
He is getting closer, he sounds like a dozer
He is standing over me, looking me in the eye
Asking me if I would like to die

I tell him no, I want to go
He has a knife
I am scared for my life
He holds it to my throat, I begin to stutter and choke
He says he is the reaper and this is his scythe
He said he is sorry but my life isn’t right

The Father Figure & The Boy

One man can take away everything in a girl’s life.
One man has the power to pick her up or shove her down.
One man can control every aspect and not have to hear the sobs.

But another man can give a girl everything
Another man can make her the happiest girl in a split second
Another man can make the tears go away with just a smile.

But when these men meet, who will be right?
The man who would give the world for her,
Or the man who would take it away just because he can?
The man who will do anything for her in the blink of an eye,
Or the man who fights her constantly and acts like he doesn’t care?
The man who would give his life just to make her feel better,
Or the man who would give her life just to make her go away?

Back In The Day

You were always there for me,
Back in the day
You had my back no matter what,
Back in the day
I really thought we had something,
Back in the day
But you only wanted her,
Back in the day
Now you see what you have missed out on,
Back in the day
You see how you hurt me,
Back in the day
You want me now like I did you,
Back in the day
Only problem is, is that it isnt
Back in the day

Prose

You saw me but you were always to afriad to talk. You thought that I would run away into the night without one word. So you got the idea to look for me on myspace and start a conversation to see how I would react. To your surprise I replied, not knowing who you are. We talked for hours and decideed to meet. You thought I would blow you off but I showed up and you were rattling because of your nerves. You lit up one after the other until finally you stopped shaking. More people began surrounding us in the middle of main. The night got darker and the wind grew colder. I told you that I was cold and you wrapped your arm around me and held me tight. I looked into your eyes and you looked into mine and thats when you asked me the unfortetable question. Now you are mine and I am yours forever babe.

I think I found you.

I think I found you
Or you found me
I was looking for something new
And I found thee

You took my hand
And twirled me around
We escaped the land
Without a sound

You left me pondering
One simple kiss
You left me wondering
What is this?

You showed me love at your expense
Now you’re here forever, and it all makes sense.