You Saved Me

You broke my heart
Tore it apart
You ripped it from my chest
My life is now a mess
It’s because of you
I love you too
That’s what you said
That night in your bed
Room when we were sitting there
I was playing with your hair
All I ever did was take a chance
I would’ve married you with just one glance
You said you wanted to be together
On and on forever and ever
I can’t help but to wait
I won’t ever find another mate
Not like you babe

You helped save me from myself
You kept me calm and nothing else
You made sure I didn’t run away
Even though I didn’t want to stay
You were the only one who said you cared
You said, “Fuck everyone else, as long as I’m there.”
I told you I was walking
And then you started talking
Telling me that you were worried
I felt scared but unhurried
You said you would wait until you knew I was okay
You said you loved me and wanted me to stay
You said you were scared for my life
On that cold Dark night
You apparently wanted to save me, you did your best
Even though you ripped my heart clear out of my chest
How can you do this?

You said you would never leave me, you said you would never go
You said you die without me but I guess that was a show
I told you I would always be there, but it was my mistake
I thought you would come back, but now my heart aches
I miss you so badly
I walk sad and madly
I wish I wouldn’t have been so stupid
I was dumb, and followed cupid
He told me we would stay forever
And have nothing to worry about, not now or ever
So I listened to him and gave it a chance
I was under your spell and in a trance
Every word you said
Every tear I shed
All seemed to make perfect sense
Until I realized you didn’t climb the fence
And that isn’t right

I put up this fence to see who would climb
But you just knocked and didn’t even try
I opened up and let you in
You got into my head and under my skin
While you were there you healed my soul
I thought that I had everything in control
But I didn’t and that was my flaw
Now I must wait for my heart to thaw
Its frozen and cracking
I’m taking my bag and I am packing
I don’t care if you say no
I don’t care if you tell me to go
I’m doing this for me and not for you
I’m trying to get away, but not from you
Because you will always have my heart
You have had it since the start
You will always have it

I really wish I could make this okay
If it was you know I would stay
Because I love you with the entire nothing I have to give
I don’t even know what life to live
Is here in a broken world
Or is it there in a world unfurled
You have helped me to make a choice
And let the world hear my voice
You give me courage, you give me strength
You showed me I could go the length
I’m going to miss you dearly
My eyes are teary’
As I am saying my goodbyes
I shall try not to cry
Always remember one little thing
When you look back at that broken ring
You saved me